Wow been years since I last checked this.

I haven't been here for so long my life has changed a lot from when I was in school. I thought my life would be so different from what it is now. Health issue got me struggling for years now. Seems when I entered high school everything changed. I like the person I've become I just want the chance to get better and live my life again. So here's hoping that things will change for the better in my next decade of life.

music

I know i haven t writen for a while I just haven t thought of writing but I have somthing to write about. This topic is about music well music is somthing that we can all escape in and let go of everthing around us. When I listen to music iget lost in the tune and just let my self follow with the words. Music is somthing we realie on it to let our feelings out or to get lost in the beat when we dance . Also music is all around us just let your self hear it and you ll know .

Whats Been Up Lately

Well this week we've been getting are marks back cause we're getting are next report cards . My marks are pretty good my average is 85 I 'm happy with that . I usually am an 80s student I usually get 80s on my report card . Well also this week we are starting a new semester I think my schedule is going to change instead of computers this semester I 'm finally going to art . Yes! thats my fave. option  in school. And guess whos teaching it? My dad . Its not to bad having my dad as my teacher . Sometimes he'll embarrass me but doesn't any parent embarrass us sometimes. He s a pretty good art teacher he draws really good I wish sometimes I was as good as he is but I 'll get better as I keep practicing . Also he has more experience at drawing than me just a little bit more practice then I 'll get better.  

My Escape

         

                                                            My Escape 

I stare out at the moutains. Everything is silent except for my thoughts . The wind brushes against my cheeks and through my brunette hair . I sit on top of the one mountain that I have climbed just to see the breathtaking view and feel the silence of the world. I could almost touch the clouds . I stare at them as shapes float by me.

My feet ache from climbing up this huge massive rock . Only now I sit on top of this mountain . There is no one to talk to except myself. It sounds good to hear the wind and it feels southing to have the wilderness around me (no more cars and people of the city) . 

I can see the city below. I'd rather be up here in the beautiful , clean air than down there is musty, dirty city . Up here I can escape my problems and forget why I was hurting . In the city my problems seem to follow me everywhere I go , I can't seem to escape them . There is no running away from them there . But here on this mountain , it is easy to let go of my troubles - even if it's just for awhile. 

A tear trickles down my face . It keeps going until I wipe it off my rosy cheeks . I 'm letting go of the things I could never let go before. All of the pain I 've endured in my life is finally disappearing . What I feel now is happiness , which was never there before. I came to this mountain valley to see its wonderful beauty and let go. 

The sun is slowly disappearing into the horizon . So many colors emerged on the clouds (it was a sunset to remember). I breathe slowly , feeling the air coming out of my lungs . My breath seems to freeze in the air . I stare up at it . It is time to leave this mountain that I have climbed . I feel a new release on my life . I feel an explosion is taking place in me and before I leave this place I must say "I am free!" I let the words echo into the valleys below. 

I turn and walk down the mountain . Back to the life I once endured . I feel free of all the pain that I had . I look back to where I had sat and sighed . I turn around and walk towards the steep path to return to my life. Maybe someday , I'll return to my escape place of peace. 

Training My Dog

Training my dog is sometimes can be difficult sometimes it can be easy Meeka can be very hipper at times which makes it hard to get her attention on me . But she learns very quickly to do tricks . She has learned many tricks and they are sit , shake a paw, down , stay, play dead and rollover. I have to works on stay with her. She doesn't really stay that long but she dose know how to stay though. She really likes to fetch a little to much. She can be very obsessive about chasing things like chasing my rabbit . Meeka runs really fast one time she'll be there and the next time she gone. I have to teach her some more tricks but I don't really no which tricks what to now if you have any ideas you know to teach her some tricks can you comment and tell me . I think I now what trick to teach her is speak it might take awhile but I can get her to do it . Meeka is smart she can learn to do it.

Today almost had no school

Today we almost had no school today cause of freezing rain but of course it is not cold a enough to freeze on the roads. I was really hoping it would rain and be no school but of course it didn't and the buses were running . We always have school everyday it would be nice just to get a break in between. Or we could just get 4 days of school and get Friday off that would be nice if that could happen we could get 3 day weekend more time to sleep in no I'm just kidding . One reason I would want that to happen because the week would go by alot faster than normal . But I guess I should be happy that we do breaks off from school. This week we do get Friday off which is good so this week will go by faster but my parents still have to go school cause they are teachers at are school . So the teachers have to have a meeting thats why theres no school for us.

My 2 weeks off were good

It was good to get a break from school my Christmas was good . I got to see my family which is good I had a good time visiting with them . What I got for Christams was a new camera , clothes rock band,watch, books , wallet , a sweater, and can't remember the rest . I wish we had a little longer to have off but we don't oh well. School is back and running and we're going back to school. This week I 've been really busy and tired I don't just have been.

Busy Busy Week

Well this week I've had lots of homework and projects but that's ok . Its been crazy finally things are finally slowing down. Tonight I have to finish my social project just to get that over with and done with . I'm leaving tomorrow to go see my family in Edmonton so thats why I really need to . So I'm going to be gone all next week and I'll be visiting my family which is fun I can't until Christmas pretty excited. Well that's all for now I hope everyone has a good Christmas .

OH ya I forgot to tell you that the Dance I went to was really fun I had a good time.

I got my dress

We have a Semi Formal Dance coming up on Dec.12th which is just a couple of days away. We have to get all fancied up for this dance . Well I got my dress last week its really pretty . My dress is red I really like this color on me thats why I got this dress and I like how it looks on me too. I looked at so many dresses for this dance it was crazy probably about 6 before actually found the right one is the one I have . I had to get some new shoes to go with my dress which also took a very long time . Some were to big or my feet of my foot was just to big for some shoes until finally found a black pair which fit perfectly is what I can say . Well the dance should be really fun and I got a sweet dress to wear to it .

Christmas

I 'm really excited for Christmas Its sure is coming up fast. We get 2 weeks off from the holidays on the first week I 'm going to Edmonton and on the second week I 'm staying home just to hang out and be a way from school. One thing I do like about Christmas is setting up the tree and decorating it which is fun . We haven't done that yet but we'll be putting up are tree very soon . I really like how the Christmas tree lights sparkle in the night it really makes the room colorful . When I 'm in Edmonton I 'll be seeing my family It will be nice to see them again and vist with them. I really don't know what I 'm getting for Christmas I'm sure what ever it is it will be good. What I would like Christmas is Clothes , ski wear , D.S games , a camera , sweaters which is under clothes these are just some things I want but what ever I get I'll be happy with it. I hope it snows more so it will feel more like Christmas . But at least we have some snow but it is all melting . I 'm sure it will snow soon . Christmas is the nicest holiday in my mined it is the most celebrated one and its also my favorite. I 'm just saying that its the most time we spend with family . Its the most beautiful colorful holiday around.  I love having Christmas dinner with family and friends. Christmas is a beautiful holiday so I hope everyone is having a good one.  

Whats happening this week

This week we are doing a play its pretty fun the show is on Friday. I get to do 2 lines in the play that i can now remember off by heart. My whole class gets to do a scenes together and then whole school will do all the other scenes in the play . Its pretty amazing how we can put are whole school in a play. I'm pretty excited to do the show. My charter is queen of the fairies its pretty cool and there s a whole bunch of people that have the same charter cause we have to share cause there wouldn't b enough charters for use. So thats what happening this week.

Another Quote

I 've decided to put up a quote here is "laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”
I think it means that you should laugh as much in your life and love everyone in your life never stop loving anyone in are lives. Keep good things in your life to laugh about to keep are life's fun and full of life . When we have love in are lives it makes are life more of an adventure.Everyday should be full of love and laughter and happiness . So thats what I think of this quote .

My pet peeves

Well I wasn't really sure to write about so I decided to write about my pet peeves things that bug me well here are my pet peeves
- when someone touches the chalk board and scraps the chalk
board and then it makes a screeching sound that bugs me .

- when I touch chalk like to write with it makes me cringe when I
start to write with it.

- when people chew supper load

- when my room gets messing I just have to clean it up

These are some things that bug me. What are your pet peeves

This week

This week went by really fast I was only at school for 2 days cause I was sick . I 've had this cold all week be sick really gets annoying . I really do not like getting colds because of having stuffed up noses and sneezing also coughing all the time . So I'm finally am feeling better much better. I'm just happy to be getting better I guess thats part of life getting sick . School has been pretty busy from having test and assiments do. But I'm happy to be finally to be done all my homework to just relax .

What I learned

On the weekend we lost 0 to 25 in volleyball yes we did lose really badly but that was are first year of playing against harder teams that we have ever played before. So wait until next year we could probably win lots of our games if we try really hard. It was embarrassing that we lost that bad but I think I can learn from it try to improve what I mest up on and work up from there . In all life we mess up but we always learn form it so thats what I 'm going to do is learn from this and move on . 

What About Now

For L.A I have to pick a song and show the lyrics of the song and video of the song . Well here is the song I chose
"What About Now"

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

This song is about to people breaking up and how the person who wrote the song is saying that they should 'nt just lose there relationship.That they had made also that he saying what would have happened if there love had never had went away they could have still be together . He is asking questions of what would of happened if they had stayed together. He is also saying that he will always be there for her .

Change the colors of the sky. I like this line because its saying that there world is changing it isn't that same color of sky anymore for them and it is time to move on cause thier lives are changing . Thats why the color is changeing in their sky that they made so its telling them by the color that its time move on cause times are changing .

Why I Love Art

The reason I love art is how you can just lose your self into your piece and lose everything around you and how you just wan it to look just right until you are done . Thats how I feel . I love you can just draw anything you want . I 've always been an art person everything I do in art turns out just right. One best things I like do in art is to sketch things I see If I look at pic. of a hores I can proubly get just about right . I live and breeth art its the one thing I love to do .

I t would be cool to go in art classes to pursed in art just a little more and learn how to shade and paint and to sketch better if I could do that I would be very happy someday I will for now I will keep working on art . M aybe someday I could do someting in art but I don't now what yet I 'm only in gr. 9 I've got time to figure it out to what I want to do in art .

The life quote

I found this quote I really like it is “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.
It is true how we can make a new ending to are lives but we can never go back and start are lives over again . But we can make a new ending for are selves that we can live with and just be happy were are life ended . I guess it also means that if we all ways go back and change everthing from are beginning what kind of life would that be we should always live life the fullest .

My costume for halloween

I 'm really excited for halloween I finally figured out my costume is I decided to be and evil fairy . Well at least I have costume for halloween . My costume is a dress thats red and black . I have wings that have spider webs on them. Its pretty cool I know I 'm proubly getting to old for halloween but one more year won't hurt. Well I do want to go next year but I 'm getting to old for it. Lot of people say that you can never be to young . That is true .So look out world I 'm going trick or treating for one more year .

The Place I Call Home

Well in L.A I've been writing this poem for an assignment well I thought to post it to see how you think about it
The Place I Call Home
Today is the day to depart
To pack up every single memory
I'll be leaving the place I love

From my friends , to the spruce trees
This is the place I call home
I created my life here
I do not wish to leave

But mother says we must
I loath those dreadful words
"We have to move."

I was born here and raised here
Why do have to move to that strange place you call a new start ?
This place is beautiful to every nook and cranny
This will always be the place I call home

But you say it's a change , a good change
I don't think the same , its a dreadful change

My friends and I will cry when you pull us apart
Do you know what you are doing by saying we should move?
You are pulling me away from the place I 've come to call home

It s time to say good bye to everything here
From my friends to this town that I truly love

Goodbye!
Maybe someday I will return to the place I call home ...

Well thats the end of my poem I hope you enjoyed it tell me what you think of it .

Went to the doctor

Today I went to the doctor to get my ankle looked at. Lately every time after volleyball practice it really hurts and I always have to put an ice pack on it . In May I sprained it track while running I fell and twisted it wrong . Now I think I might of done something to it to make it hurt again . I really hope that it gets better before zones so I can play .But I think it should be all right , the doctor said I might have to go to physio therapy to get it better but I going to wait after volleyball is done . So I should be fine .

What are my fav. foods

What my favourite foods are I love pizza specially peroni its really good . Also I like cookie doe ice cream its so delicious . When I was little my favourite food was french toast that s what I mostly ate when I went to restrantes .

My fav. chocolate bars are Reese's pieces , crispy crunch, oh Henry, also Carmel. I love these their my chocolate bars lol . What my fav. deserts are apple pie , chocolate cake, pumpkin pie , chocolate chip cookies .

Foods I don't like are rice and water melon . what are your least fav. foods ?

This week went by super duper fast

Well this week went by pretty fast . What happen this week was that we practice on Thursday for vball we're getting ready for zones , I'm so excited. I 'm learning how to spike better. Since I'm left handed its its a little bit harder. On friday I got my new Ipod its 160gb. I love it. This weeknd proubly going to see my horse my even get to ride . well thats all for now .

Thanksgiving

We ate a delicious pumpkin pie for Thanksgiving dinner . Well, I spent some quality time with my grandpa - we visited for awhile . On Saturday I was able to do some shopping in town with my mom. I bought a new fall,bomber jacket and a few new shirts. . My mom and dad's friends came over to visit us on Saturday night . My brother this weekend shot a woodpecker and a grouse .I felt sorry for those birds . This week I've been reading Brinsger. I am really enjoying the series by Christopher Paolini.

The weather keeps getting colder I like the warm weather not saying I don't like the cold weather, I just find the warmer weather more comfortable . One thing I like about the snow is snowboarding. I can't wait to go !

Well this weekend is almost over. I wish we had 1 more day , but we don't. I guess it is time to go back to school.

4day weekend ya !!!

I 'm excited for thanks giving cause we get to miss school which is awesome 2 days of no school ya . Also for thanks giving dinner I love eating turkey not to much . Also my grandpa is coming which is cool not alot of family has been up cause we live so far away .I wish I could get to see them more i see them at holidays and that but we usually drive up which is ok . I 'm just happy that my grandpa is coming up really excited. I think he staying for the whole weekend which is good. This week is going by fast can't wait until it is finally over and also Halloween is coming up I have no clue what I am going to be I'll have to think about if you have any ideas you can comment on it to give me some ideas thxs

volleyball

On are tournament we lost all of are games thats ok we just have to practice like everyone says practice makes perfect . A lot of people say that we are loud cheering team thats good we do chear lots . We are getting 3 hits over thats good we just have to make it consitent . I at least gt a spike over which is good . I think we are hosting zones this year i'm so excited i hope we win at least a couple of games . well thats all for now

My room is finally done !!!!

My room is finally done .this whole summer I've been working on it with my dad and mom. My room is the color red . Its really nice I love it. Before my room had just pink wallpaper it was really ugly it just feels good to have a nice room. I have a new book self for my books finally i have room for . My walls are a red wash color me my dad did that effect by using sponges and we dabbed them on the walls to get that whitish tinge that you see in these pictures. If you want you can leave a comment what you think of my room.

volleyball tournment

Last weekend at are volleyball tournment we won one of are games lost the other 3 but thats ok on are last game was really close we almost won. We came in forth place out of 5 which isn't to bad . I think we did much better than last Teusday . This weekend we have another tournment on friday i hope we do good we shood . I'll tell you how we do .well ttyl

Eragon book finally is out

The third book of eragon is finally out I'm so excited i 've waited so long for it to come out . I hope to get this weekend . I hope it is good i'm sure it is

we lost

Yesterday we had three volleyball games we won the first set but we lost all of are games that was are first games we didn't do to bad we just have to practice more this weekend we have tournment this weekend for Friday and Saturday i hope we do good we should I'll tell you how we do .

I'm supposed to respond to a quote for L.A so hear is the quote Who was the first guy that took a look at a cow and said'' I think I'll drink what ever comes out of these things when I squeeze them ?''Calvin and Hobbes. I think this quote means that everyone has invention and it might be silly but it might work so never think something might not work cause it just might. Now I have to find a silly invention on the internet that seemed weird but is useful and great. Searching I found this picture on a web page of some unique inventions in Japan. It may seem strange when you first see someone with a toilet paper roll on their head, okay it is strange. In Japan it may be more accepted, here one would probably be bullied.

You can find this invention and others at this site.

I hope you like the game I added add some more later. I 'm still figuring out how to work his blog . I'll post something intresting soon

I'm so excited for volleyball

Volleyball has just started i'm so excited for it .My underhand has gotten better but i really have to work on my overhand I have been working on it but it needs alot more work .My setting has gotten better I just have to get it higher. My bumping is awesome it is fun to do a whole bunch in a row . Are team is huge this year its like 24 people on are team . I think we'll do pretty good this year i'll keep you posted on how well we do

ICAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE MOVIE COMES OUT

I love reading this series called twilight and they are very good and finally the movie is coming out sometime in November. Finally i 've been waiting for ever for it to come out. The forth book breaking dawn was really good I loved how she wrote it I wonder if she'll write another one i hope so .I think alot of people will love these books.

Well my blog is about anything or anyone i guess so i kinda know what to write. But you'll have to wait and see what i'm going to write about if anyone reads my blog any way . I'll write 2 times a week on my blog . well g2g lol :)

Eragon books

I'm so excited for the third book eragon to come out I think it comes out in September some time.I think the third egg will hatch by a new rider. I really love this series of books i find them really exciting to read . I really love the charters in this book they are very exciting . I wonder is this will be the last book. Well this my first post so I hope it is good . I'm excited to have to have a blog too.